I’m appreciating how the cards of our Journey into the Tarot sessions are aligning with the energies of this season.
We journeyed to meet the Hermit on December 14th on one of the longest nights of the year, the nights still descending into lengthening darkness. The glow of his lantern was most welcome and reminded us that even as we take time out to be in stillness and the dark, we will be called to return and share with others the light found there.
On Solstice eve, the 21st, the Wheel was a most appropriate theme for the turning of the sun back to lengthening days. Although most of the guided visualizations for Journey into the Tarot are inspired by Marcia Macino’s Rider-Waite-Smith focused meditations, the image of the Gaian Wheel opened a way for a visit to the Sacred Grove that Exists in Time Out of Time. The old was released and new visions invited.
Now we have arrived at the last week of the year to find Justice waiting for us. Although the central imagery focuses our immediate attention on balance, the law, and cause and effect, there is an invitation below these foreground themes to seek greater self-knowledge and step into greater responsibility for the course of our lives.
At the end of the year, I undertake an annual review, looking back through my Sacred Journey Journal to identify patterns, goals achieved and left undone, and the surprise gifts of the unexpected. I’ve blogged about my experiences here before and in the past few years I’ve been adding things to my process inspired by Joanna Powell Colbert and Chris Guillebeau.
This year I am recognizing this as the work of Justice in that foundational sense of increasing my self-knowledge and taking responsibility for what I am creating. This is the underpinning for creating an ever more balanced and integrated life in 2012.
As is quite usual for me, it is Rachel Pollack who is a source for this deeper thinking about the cards. In Seventy-Eight Degrees of Wisdom, she writes:
“The Wheel of Fortune represents a vision of a person’s life: the events, who you are, what you are made of yourself. Justice indicates an understanding of that vision. The way to understanding lies in responsibility. … [W]hen we accept that every event in our lives has helped to form our characters, and that in the future we will continue to create ourselves through our actions, then the sword of wisdom cuts through the mystery.
Further by accepting responsibility for ourselves we paradoxically free ourselves from the past. Like Buddha remembering all his lives, we can only get loose from the past by becoming conscious of it. Otherwise we repeat past behaviors. This is why Justice belongs at the center of our lives.”
I began my year with visions and goals. In these days of my annual review, I seek the assistance of the sword of truth to assess my progress, to learn about myself through the successes and challenges of the year; and prepare the way for what will come in the new year.
May Justice provide for you, too, guidance and insight at the end of the year. What does she invite you to do or reflect on in these last days of 2011?
[Note: The Hermit and Justice are from the Rider-Waite-Smith Tarot and the Wheel is from the Gaian Tarot. Used with permission.]